March Madness

Its a new month already and we only have approximately 4 weeks until we fly out to Australia for my brothers wedding and to Aotearoa (NZ) for a quick visit to see family which Darryl has never met before and I am so so happy and am looking forward to some spiritual energy from the land and the people.

Darryl's birthday is coming up and as one of his gifts I decided to get him a full Astrological Birth Chart done which consists of 29 pages mapping out his whole life's purpose and intentions for this lifetime, with the reading he also receives it recorded onto cd so that he has a copy to listen to and reflect on when ever he feels because there is so much information involved that its quite easy to miss something and you can focus on certain areas later on in life. He was pleasantly surprised and enjoyed it very much and he even mentioned that it was very much accurate and I know alot must be going on in his mind. I did listen to his cd's yesterday with his permission and know bloody wonder I was attracted to this man and why we got together, however its knowing our potential is one thing its whether to choose to follow through with it is another and thats where we are in our relationship. I've always known his full potential and know that he if guided in the highest energy can achieve so much especially with both of us together, but at this stage its a lull and we both need to meet at the same place allowing one another to still be individuals, accepting of one another and then bring the positiveness of each other to make for a dynamic couple. Sadly hearing him say that he doesn't want anymore children just makes me wonder about us because I so would love to have at least one more child born from me, cause I know I'll always wonder what if and that feeling will never leave me, so we'll have to see what the outcome of this will be sooner than later I hope.

We took Sydney to get his eye exam yesterday and he has to wear prescription glasses and he cried and cried, I felt so aroha for him but told him it won't change who he is but inhance who he is. We'll just have to take it day by day, he's still my little baby and maybe over time the glasses may help correct his sight however I just need to guide him through this change for him and I know that he'll learn to accept and the glasses will be just like wearing his pounamu (jade) necklace, you know its there but you don't even notice it.

Well signing off for now,
Happy March Madness to All
Racheal
:)