Monday, January 5, 2009

It's A New Year

Monday January 5th and this is the start to my new year, I've been numb and asleep for the past 2 weeks and I'm slowly awakening and I've declared that today is my new year and who will tell me any different anyhow.

I've done all things different I opted out on celebrating christmas and new years like we've always done, I decided to just make myself abscent from it all, from the mayhem from the power struggles and all that, just seeing my boy opening up his gifts and seeing that great big smile was all I needed, bless his heart he orchestrated a beautiful candle ceremony for new years eve, and that just took my breath away. He set up candles all around us and lit them all by himself, this is such a big thing for him as he loves fire so so much but we're teaching him to respect the fire as one mishap can change the energy of the fire and it can destroy if abused. Anyways after lighting the candles he told his daddy and I that we were to make a wish or blessing for our new year and then blow the candles out one by one, he asked if he could do this at 10:30pm we agreed and just as well because 10 minutes after our ceremony he fell asleep, it was beautiful, he must have know within that he couldn't stay up until midnight and I'm glad we did it early, so in between us was our beautiful boy fast asleep, midnight arrives and we kiss and wish each other happy new year as we continue to watch our movie. All is good in the Ward Home.

love & light
r
:)

1 comment:

Sara said...

Happy New Year, Racheal! I haven't seen you in far too long. I much miss the days of belly dancing, reiki sharing, and chocolate chai. I hope all is well and hope to see you again soon! blessings. sara.